May 25, 2006 23:06
you know?
as overworked and underpaid as i am,
and as often as i get frusterated or down,
i am somehow quite happy.
i couldnt do it alone...
when i am working my butt off at my two jobs, its him that gets me through it. just thinking of his smile helps me continue to the end of the day.
i've had a rough time lately, we both have. i was sick again, and i'm sorry i put it all on you, baby. thanks for not giving up on me. all i needed was love...and you've outdone your self.
thank you.
and i must give props to my family...i know i've been a pain in the ass for most of my 19 plus years...thanks for always loving me.
i've relearned to smile and actually mean it....
it so nice not to be hurting all the time anymore.