the life
Well... I'm a single girl again
it's probably been about 3 years since I've been single for more than a month. So I'm hoping to make up for that and not rush into any relationships for a very long time. I need to have some fun, and stop taking sex so seriously.
Jaime's having a hard time letting me go... but she's going to have to overcome her addiction and go through some pretty rough withdrawals. We've been hangin since we broke up, but I let her know I'm going to need some time from now on to myself and not see eachother for a while. I'm waiting till it really hits me. I've gotten really used to her and I know I'm going to miss her, but there's also alot of things I won't miss. I'm thankful for the time we had together and the things we've been through. I've learned alot
but I'm ready to move on. It's such a relief. I felt so tied down. I'm sooo ready to take on the world.
I've got something pretty intense to get over first. And this is going to be a REALLY rough week, but I have to get through it. I need to do it for myself. I can't give up, i won't fall back down. Holy fuck I'm scared
in other news, me and the Spank girls had a photoshoot this morning with a 24 magazine photographer. He was great
Us Spank girls are pretty much the female equivelent to JACKASS. I didn't come up with the name, so shut up I know it's lame. I'm guna work on gettin em to change it. But I did join them so I shouldn't bitch, just keep letting them film me doing rediculous fucking shit. I'm really fucking stoked about this. We're going to be doing more filming in a week or two once we talk to some lawyers and sort liabilities and shit. We've already got investors makin up a crazy expensive website, and we'll be getting funded to travel and do skydiving training and get some good cameras and shit. This shits guna be big, we have some rad chicks and shitload of pages of ideas to bring to life. Summer's coming up and we'll be filming filming filming till next winter and hopefully putting out or first movie next year. Watch out you guys this shits guna get huge, I'll post up those sexy photoshoot shots sometime next week.
Oh... so I didn't get accepted to Emily Carr. I cried, and yelled FUCK THEM! If they don't want me they can kiss my ass. I worked so hard on that portfolio and put alot of heart into it. But I'm not going to let that discourage me. I just saw it as it was meant to be. I decided I'll just be focusing on Spank, working, saving money, traveling, getting famous, being a slut, and living a happy life.
DRUNK FISH at Hershe!
it's probably been about 3 years since I've been single for more than a month. So I'm hoping to make up for that and not rush into any relationships for a very long time. I need to have some fun, and stop taking sex so seriously.
Jaime's having a hard time letting me go... but she's going to have to overcome her addiction and go through some pretty rough withdrawals. We've been hangin since we broke up, but I let her know I'm going to need some time from now on to myself and not see eachother for a while. I'm waiting till it really hits me. I've gotten really used to her and I know I'm going to miss her, but there's also alot of things I won't miss. I'm thankful for the time we had together and the things we've been through. I've learned alot
but I'm ready to move on. It's such a relief. I felt so tied down. I'm sooo ready to take on the world.
I've got something pretty intense to get over first. And this is going to be a REALLY rough week, but I have to get through it. I need to do it for myself. I can't give up, i won't fall back down. Holy fuck I'm scared
in other news, me and the Spank girls had a photoshoot this morning with a 24 magazine photographer. He was great
Us Spank girls are pretty much the female equivelent to JACKASS. I didn't come up with the name, so shut up I know it's lame. I'm guna work on gettin em to change it. But I did join them so I shouldn't bitch, just keep letting them film me doing rediculous fucking shit. I'm really fucking stoked about this. We're going to be doing more filming in a week or two once we talk to some lawyers and sort liabilities and shit. We've already got investors makin up a crazy expensive website, and we'll be getting funded to travel and do skydiving training and get some good cameras and shit. This shits guna be big, we have some rad chicks and shitload of pages of ideas to bring to life. Summer's coming up and we'll be filming filming filming till next winter and hopefully putting out or first movie next year. Watch out you guys this shits guna get huge, I'll post up those sexy photoshoot shots sometime next week.
Oh... so I didn't get accepted to Emily Carr. I cried, and yelled FUCK THEM! If they don't want me they can kiss my ass. I worked so hard on that portfolio and put alot of heart into it. But I'm not going to let that discourage me. I just saw it as it was meant to be. I decided I'll just be focusing on Spank, working, saving money, traveling, getting famous, being a slut, and living a happy life.
DRUNK FISH at Hershe!