They were right when they said "Drugs are Bad"
Man what a MISERABLE fucking DAY
it's raining cats and balls outside
Just one of those days where it was absolutely fucking humanly impossible to get out of bed and start my day and my life
I don't even want to do anything I was supposed to day
i woke up, everything was too cold. I just wanted to get back into bed and cuddle up and not deal with anything.
showered, trying to wake up and live and make everything not feel so fucking retarded and gross
I need to stop doing the horribly bad things I've been doing. Nobody even knows....
I've sunken to a pretty deep low. I miss alot of things. I've been thinking about Portland alot. How I'd love to go back there and live there for a while just to feel what I did a year and a half ago. It was so amazing. The memory pops back in my head and I can sometimes get a short taste of that feeling I had when I was there. Everything was just so perfect. So in love, so much fun, no worries...
God how much I hate my life right now.. I want to get out of here.. i want to go somewhere warm. Why am I so held back? I Want to stop feeling that. Girlfriends, family, whatever...
I need to escape and get shit DONE
GET 'ER DONE KASE!!
When the flesh hits.>>!
Althouhgh I must say everyone should get drunk and dance to this song .. just cause.
Portfolio in february, couple weeks
im now taking my provincial in June so that gives me quite a bit time
I just want to say fuck it and go Downtown
get really fucked up
so much wasted
Me and Tuesday collaborated and drew a giant bike on our wall. Really it was the shadow cast off my bike by our ghetto light, we traced it and painted it and its fucking AWESOME hahah we also came up with a wicked t-shirt when we were high
basically
it says
EAST VAN
SECURITY SYSTEM
and in the middle I drew a sliding door with a piece of wood protecting it diagonally
NEEDLESs to say, it's fucking amazing and we'll be printing them soon so if anyone wants a piece give me a shout
we'll be selling them really cheap because we'd rather see every poor loser like us in east van wearing one than getting a profit out of it
we'll be making different versions, and even other designs so keep a look out on the drive and the surrounding Main area for BULLSHIT
aaugh i hate this,
i want Requiem for a Dream to download faster so I can watch it now and think about how I saw it when I was 10 and my sisters would watch it and I wouldn't get it and now it practically mirrors my very existence. what the hell
somebody come drag me out of this pisshole by my shit covered sleeves
it's raining cats and balls outside
Just one of those days where it was absolutely fucking humanly impossible to get out of bed and start my day and my life
I don't even want to do anything I was supposed to day
i woke up, everything was too cold. I just wanted to get back into bed and cuddle up and not deal with anything.
showered, trying to wake up and live and make everything not feel so fucking retarded and gross
I need to stop doing the horribly bad things I've been doing. Nobody even knows....
I've sunken to a pretty deep low. I miss alot of things. I've been thinking about Portland alot. How I'd love to go back there and live there for a while just to feel what I did a year and a half ago. It was so amazing. The memory pops back in my head and I can sometimes get a short taste of that feeling I had when I was there. Everything was just so perfect. So in love, so much fun, no worries...
God how much I hate my life right now.. I want to get out of here.. i want to go somewhere warm. Why am I so held back? I Want to stop feeling that. Girlfriends, family, whatever...
I need to escape and get shit DONE
GET 'ER DONE KASE!!
When the flesh hits.>>!
Althouhgh I must say everyone should get drunk and dance to this song .. just cause.
Portfolio in february, couple weeks
im now taking my provincial in June so that gives me quite a bit time
I just want to say fuck it and go Downtown
get really fucked up
so much wasted
Me and Tuesday collaborated and drew a giant bike on our wall. Really it was the shadow cast off my bike by our ghetto light, we traced it and painted it and its fucking AWESOME hahah we also came up with a wicked t-shirt when we were high
basically
it says
EAST VAN
SECURITY SYSTEM
and in the middle I drew a sliding door with a piece of wood protecting it diagonally
NEEDLESs to say, it's fucking amazing and we'll be printing them soon so if anyone wants a piece give me a shout
we'll be selling them really cheap because we'd rather see every poor loser like us in east van wearing one than getting a profit out of it
we'll be making different versions, and even other designs so keep a look out on the drive and the surrounding Main area for BULLSHIT
aaugh i hate this,
i want Requiem for a Dream to download faster so I can watch it now and think about how I saw it when I was 10 and my sisters would watch it and I wouldn't get it and now it practically mirrors my very existence. what the hell
somebody come drag me out of this pisshole by my shit covered sleeves