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Puah~~!
I don't know why that sound effect was necessary, but it was.
I enjoy talking to my sister. She's great. Everything makes lots of sense when the two of us sit down and reason things out together, and there has hardly been a time when I haven't felt better about anything and everything after having a chat with her. Yay! <3 :)
It's been a really long time since I've updated on this, I feel like I hardly know where to start. So much has happened in the last week, but really not much has happened at all (Isn't it funny how that happens?), and I feel like, even though I have no idea where I'm going to end up next year, or how things will work out, everything will just work out, and will be ok. And maybe I'm being overly optimistic (again), but i feel like I've spent so much time being pessimistic that it really isn't worth it anymore to not hope. I mean, the only thing that will change will be the people who I'll be surrounded with, but then that was going to change anyways, so it doesn't really matter in the long run.
I love my friends. They can be insanely frustrating at times, but then, five seconds later they'll (literally) have me rolling on the floor laughing. Everyone is just so much themselves, and so interesting and entertaining and amusing, and every other positive adjective that anyone can come up with, but that my vocabulary isn't big enough for right now, and it is amazing.
I pretty much spent the entire past week doing nothing but getting to know my friends better, and hanging out on random college campuses trying (and sometimes failing... )to act mature, or in coffee shops and restaurants fitting far too many people around a tiny table. And it's all been so awesome, and I'm having a really hard time right now not being positive! Yay!
I don't know why that sound effect was necessary, but it was.
I enjoy talking to my sister. She's great. Everything makes lots of sense when the two of us sit down and reason things out together, and there has hardly been a time when I haven't felt better about anything and everything after having a chat with her. Yay! <3 :)
It's been a really long time since I've updated on this, I feel like I hardly know where to start. So much has happened in the last week, but really not much has happened at all (Isn't it funny how that happens?), and I feel like, even though I have no idea where I'm going to end up next year, or how things will work out, everything will just work out, and will be ok. And maybe I'm being overly optimistic (again), but i feel like I've spent so much time being pessimistic that it really isn't worth it anymore to not hope. I mean, the only thing that will change will be the people who I'll be surrounded with, but then that was going to change anyways, so it doesn't really matter in the long run.
I love my friends. They can be insanely frustrating at times, but then, five seconds later they'll (literally) have me rolling on the floor laughing. Everyone is just so much themselves, and so interesting and entertaining and amusing, and every other positive adjective that anyone can come up with, but that my vocabulary isn't big enough for right now, and it is amazing.
I pretty much spent the entire past week doing nothing but getting to know my friends better, and hanging out on random college campuses trying (and sometimes failing... )to act mature, or in coffee shops and restaurants fitting far too many people around a tiny table. And it's all been so awesome, and I'm having a really hard time right now not being positive! Yay!