In with the outro and out with the old...
Summer's here!
Start complaining here:
I need a fucking job. Why didn't I apply more places in the beginning of summer when there were still jobs available? Someone tell me if there's any job openings anywhere please. Why am I so irresponsible, stupid and financially dependant? O well maybe there are still people who love me through all of this.
This not having a job thing is really putting a damper on my summer mood. Not that I want one, but all the fun I have there's this little voice in the back of my head saying "You're going to go to university without ever having a real job." And I suck at soccer. Seriously, when did I get so bad? Or everyone else so good? Just kidding, I can accept that everyone else is better than me, but seeing Marci play crushes my hopes of ever playing for Ithaca. I'd love to, but I'm honestly thinking about not trying out. Terrible, but the thought of all of this makes me want to vomit. Everywhere.
I don't even want to go to university anymore. I want to stay in my state of blissful oblivion forever. I was reading The Complete Life's Little Instruction Book
(which is my new bible) and I came across tip #571.
"Keep the porch light on until all the family is inside for the night."
Out of nowhere I almost cried right there. Just the thought that in a few months, my family will turn the light off one person earlier. I'm going to be so disconnected, I won't even be part of my family anymore.
Start complaining here:
I need a fucking job. Why didn't I apply more places in the beginning of summer when there were still jobs available? Someone tell me if there's any job openings anywhere please. Why am I so irresponsible, stupid and financially dependant? O well maybe there are still people who love me through all of this.
This not having a job thing is really putting a damper on my summer mood. Not that I want one, but all the fun I have there's this little voice in the back of my head saying "You're going to go to university without ever having a real job." And I suck at soccer. Seriously, when did I get so bad? Or everyone else so good? Just kidding, I can accept that everyone else is better than me, but seeing Marci play crushes my hopes of ever playing for Ithaca. I'd love to, but I'm honestly thinking about not trying out. Terrible, but the thought of all of this makes me want to vomit. Everywhere.
I don't even want to go to university anymore. I want to stay in my state of blissful oblivion forever. I was reading The Complete Life's Little Instruction Book
(which is my new bible) and I came across tip #571.
"Keep the porch light on until all the family is inside for the night."
Out of nowhere I almost cried right there. Just the thought that in a few months, my family will turn the light off one person earlier. I'm going to be so disconnected, I won't even be part of my family anymore.