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[i_like_u_alot]

ahhhhhhh i swear im going crazy
well not that crazy.
schools over really soon
no more ila's no more weird teachers and no annoying dramatic girls
yess.
so maybe i have something to look forward to?

no school. free time. going out. beach. bad chemicals
yea none of that sounds very good at all

i dont understand.. maybe hapiness is not going to come to me maybe i need to find it?

but only i dont know how.

i wish i did though.

maybe i am a little happy because i am grateful for a lot of things
my mom and friends?

i dont know if this is ever going to work.