Entry number 4! Go Me!

Jun 19, 2005 15:13

I'd first of all like to congratulate each and every one of you for absolutely nothing! Do I really need a reason!

Fuck It! Why do I alway do that! My life is fucked, yours goes on, what does it matter? I really think that you all should be happy with your lives in general. Why you ask, because you get the opportunity to share it with other members of your own species! While me, I only have those who are called my "parents", who hate me and think that I fucked up my whole life just to spite them, and the one known as my "brother", who hates me because I constantly mistreat him causing him to run crying to my parents who punish me even though all of us know that I treat him with indifference and that he only does it with the intention of getting me in trouble! All of whom think I am some king of creature born of the depths of hell who was banished hence to the mortal realm for some crime inescapable!
Not even mentioning the option to improve your life...

Screw it! I'm just bitching! Seriously though... cherish every remaining moment of your school lives...except those involving the classes you hate, hell even those they might one day help you! God I miss it so much... I really miss school and all of you guys, well most of you...
You guys have something which I have lost and can never get back... cherish it...
Listen to me! Damn how sentimental I have become! This is what loss and regret have done to me...

On another note my Nana died the other week! Something else I can never retrieve... Still it's best that way, she was sick for a long time...

I meant what I said before. what you have now you will never have again... cherish it...
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