After the Party
Hey everyone. It's after his party and i'm really sad. I want to go on tuesday to say goodbye, but my mom said i missed to much school and that he wouldn't want a big party to say goodbye. I don't care if the whole damn town is going. I want to go so bad, i can almost see him leaving. I want to not have him go. He's my bro! I'm so gonna miss him. I'm gonna cry! OMG! i'm tearing up! I gave him a hug before I left and he looked horrible. He looked so sad, because he had to say goodbye to everyone all day. I almost started to cry saying goodbye. I gave him a little card (even though he doesn't like cards). I made it myself and wrote a little something on the inside saying i'll miss him and all that jazz. And at the end i wrote love your lil sis. he laughed when he saw that. My mom just informed me that i have a Final Consultation (for my retainer) on the day he leaves so i'll probably be able to go. YES! I'm still sad though. The week after the next is gonna kill me! Ugh! I'm so stressed and crap (trying to cut down on the swearing mom is getting on me for it) I feel like I'm going to drop dead. Oh well, I'm going to check my freinds livejournals and my e-mail.