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hey just got up and i'm so sick. my head is spinning and my body aches, my whole life is spinning on a merry-go-round, and the moment i let go i will lose control. for one moment i'm weak and can't hold on anymore, i will fly then fall crashing to the ground with the unsertany if i will live or die. with many other's who lose control and fly for only a brief moment and then fall hard as a rock to the unasuring ground. i'll fall until the time has come for me to hit the ground, if i die, i will feel nomore paiin and if i live i shall feel intense pain. the pain consumes me and i feel sick. i sleep with this hanging in the air, will i live or die? will i survive? will i see tomorrow or will i see the depths of hell? will i be in heaven or will i burn for ever. or is there no life beyond death? i shall find out and never be able to tell anyone, because i lost control of the merry-go-round.
for my "brother" mikey...i love you mike
krysta<3