hermitville (otherwise known as...usmle study time)
the question is why am i even posting because one, i don't really ever read livejournal anymore and two, i don't really know how many of my friends do or care so really this is an entry to bitch about life for...me. However, i will not deprive anyone the joy of reading my extremely lackluster writing skills because i haven't had to truly write any papers since...5 years ago.
i feel that hermitville is a very aptly named situation for which i am currently in. i get up at 7/730 am, drink my coffee (that i keep thinking i can cut back on, but really who am i trying to kid), drive to school study for hours, me and my books, go to the gym (which by the way i usually feel guilty about doing because i never spend enough time there) and then home where i get to study some more...oh yea...i go to sleep now at like 11. I don't interact with people all that much, i've lost contact with most of my friends except the few that study at school with me and of course my roommate. all of this to study and take practice tests on where i am hoping...HOPING to get half the questions right, what kind of ridiculous crap is this. i think every time i take a practice test wow, i think i could've guessed and gotten about the same amount correct...maybe? this is all intermixed with thoughts of..is this worth it because you know...i'm thinking it's not right about now (i also curse my school for not preparing me well enough for some subjects...but who am i kidding, it's my own damn fault). at every juncture in the road to med school i think all of us are like, man this is the hardest test i'll ever have to take in my life, sat, mcat, med school exams. no, i don't actually think anything compares to the prep for this exam because hey, let's face it, every residency program puts a lot of emphasis on this score (ps. i have no idea what i want to do so really ...i just have to aim for...less then derm awesome).
i feel that hermitville is a very aptly named situation for which i am currently in. i get up at 7/730 am, drink my coffee (that i keep thinking i can cut back on, but really who am i trying to kid), drive to school study for hours, me and my books, go to the gym (which by the way i usually feel guilty about doing because i never spend enough time there) and then home where i get to study some more...oh yea...i go to sleep now at like 11. I don't interact with people all that much, i've lost contact with most of my friends except the few that study at school with me and of course my roommate. all of this to study and take practice tests on where i am hoping...HOPING to get half the questions right, what kind of ridiculous crap is this. i think every time i take a practice test wow, i think i could've guessed and gotten about the same amount correct...maybe? this is all intermixed with thoughts of..is this worth it because you know...i'm thinking it's not right about now (i also curse my school for not preparing me well enough for some subjects...but who am i kidding, it's my own damn fault). at every juncture in the road to med school i think all of us are like, man this is the hardest test i'll ever have to take in my life, sat, mcat, med school exams. no, i don't actually think anything compares to the prep for this exam because hey, let's face it, every residency program puts a lot of emphasis on this score (ps. i have no idea what i want to do so really ...i just have to aim for...less then derm awesome).