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Well, at least I'm starting to feel better from that flu I had over this last week. Nice to be able to walk about and not feel like the room is spinning anyway.
I...guess I missed the whole thing with Jin, didn't I? Argh... I kinda promised him I'd be there but, guess I couldn't help that. Seems everything was sorted out without me though.
I'm not dwelling on that... I have my mind on more important things right now anyway.
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It's weird... the amount of times I've risked my life to save the world... yet the thought of dieing at the hands of those dragons... it scares me more than any of those times.
I guess in a way it's allowed me to sit back and think about it and... I really don't want to die. I mean I have my friends and Asuka... I have so many things I want to do and so many things I'm looking forward to, if I died I'd never be able to do or experience them.
Maybe this makes me a coward... not sure...
Those dragons want to kill me for something they can't even prove is true or say for sure is going to happen! I don't want to die like that.
I am not going to do anything to end the world. So I dreamt about some spider thing, it might not of meant anything at all!
I really wish I didn't have to bring in my friends into such a mess, but in the end, I have no choice. Even with my power, even with Yubel, me against 3 or more of those dragons is really pushing it.
Heh, they'd still help even if I said not to anyway and... I'm grateful for it.
I have really awesome friends.
Those dragons will come after me eventually...
...but even when they do, I plan to be ready for them.
I feel so sorry for Shiroko, Alex and Angelina... the three of them didn't deserve that at all... I won't ever forgive those dragons for what they did to them!!
I...guess I missed the whole thing with Jin, didn't I? Argh... I kinda promised him I'd be there but, guess I couldn't help that. Seems everything was sorted out without me though.
I'm not dwelling on that... I have my mind on more important things right now anyway.
((Private))
It's weird... the amount of times I've risked my life to save the world... yet the thought of dieing at the hands of those dragons... it scares me more than any of those times.
I guess in a way it's allowed me to sit back and think about it and... I really don't want to die. I mean I have my friends and Asuka... I have so many things I want to do and so many things I'm looking forward to, if I died I'd never be able to do or experience them.
Maybe this makes me a coward... not sure...
Those dragons want to kill me for something they can't even prove is true or say for sure is going to happen! I don't want to die like that.
I am not going to do anything to end the world. So I dreamt about some spider thing, it might not of meant anything at all!
I really wish I didn't have to bring in my friends into such a mess, but in the end, I have no choice. Even with my power, even with Yubel, me against 3 or more of those dragons is really pushing it.
Heh, they'd still help even if I said not to anyway and... I'm grateful for it.
I have really awesome friends.
Those dragons will come after me eventually...
...but even when they do, I plan to be ready for them.
I feel so sorry for Shiroko, Alex and Angelina... the three of them didn't deserve that at all... I won't ever forgive those dragons for what they did to them!!