Event Post 32 - The Sun That Lights The Darkness
*It's a wonderful warm summer's day and Juudai is stood outside Osiris Red, awaiting Asuka's arrival. As he waits, he slowly twirls a single red rose that he's holding in his right hand which he intends to give to Asuka when she gets there.
But the longer he waits, the more he's left alone with his own thoughts and he finds them going back to what he wrote privately in his journal the night before, about how he'd been feeling and how worried he was about it. The once positive and happy boy he had once been could no longer see the world nor life is such a positive light any longer. Negativity constantly clouds his mind, his day to day life was now full of fear and paranoia of what the next day could bring.
In truth, all this was scaring him, he didn't know what to think about himself anymore, unsure of the person he is now or was becoming. It was like he had lost himself and he feared if he carried on this way, he'd lose those close to him too, the only people who seem to be holding him together.
Casting a sad gaze down at the rose in his hand, he desperately tried to remind himself to stop thinking about this stuff, if only for today. Today was for himself and Asuka, to be with the girl he loves, the one who always makes him feel happy and like hell he was going to spoil this for her. So he'll just have to keep everything to himself so they could have a good day and keep this negativity to the back of his mind.
Only it's a lot harder than you think.
And we all know Juudai is a terrible liar :|*
But the longer he waits, the more he's left alone with his own thoughts and he finds them going back to what he wrote privately in his journal the night before, about how he'd been feeling and how worried he was about it. The once positive and happy boy he had once been could no longer see the world nor life is such a positive light any longer. Negativity constantly clouds his mind, his day to day life was now full of fear and paranoia of what the next day could bring.
In truth, all this was scaring him, he didn't know what to think about himself anymore, unsure of the person he is now or was becoming. It was like he had lost himself and he feared if he carried on this way, he'd lose those close to him too, the only people who seem to be holding him together.
Casting a sad gaze down at the rose in his hand, he desperately tried to remind himself to stop thinking about this stuff, if only for today. Today was for himself and Asuka, to be with the girl he loves, the one who always makes him feel happy and like hell he was going to spoil this for her. So he'll just have to keep everything to himself so they could have a good day and keep this negativity to the back of his mind.
Only it's a lot harder than you think.
And we all know Juudai is a terrible liar :|*