Jul 21, 2006 21:46
gah. i've never been more depressed. i feel like everything i do is just worse for me than the day before. all i do is eat and friggin drink.
then when i can't go out or something happens like my plans getting fucked up or something i get almost manic depressent and sit at my computer and cry. i should probably tell someone, but i'm not going to.
oh, and i've also never been heavier in my life. plus i'm getting my period so that doesn't help, and i just feel like complete shit. i'm supposed to go drink with chris tonight, but i have a slight gut reaction that i'll end up calling him and he either won't answer or we won't be able to hangout for this, that, and the other reason. whatever. i'm so sick of everyone.