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So school is going well. I like my classes and I have a feeling that all is going to go well for me this semester.
I get to hang out with my cousins Emma and Nicole, my sister Megan, and my brother Chris everyday. How amazing is that? Hooray for the Hemler Family!
I like being a student. I just needed some time to realize I do like school and that it all isn't crap.
I miss talking to Lain regularly, and Katie is ignoring me again. But I'm trying to just let things go and fall where they may. I wanted all to be well with the two of them but I just can't do it all on my own. Lain and I are playing phone tag, so at least there is attempts to communicate. Katie, however, decided that my joking attitude was cruel and before I could apologize for my rudeness, she flipped me off and I haven't seen her since. I hope she reads this so that she realizes that I am sorry. And so she realizes that this is childish and I thought our friendship was more important than to throw away over something silly. I know I'm wrong but I'm not going to grovel for forgiveness. Especially since a similar scenario played out over Christmas. For about five months.
I just want everything to be like it was. I don't want people to hate me. I don't want people to feel obligated towards me. I don't want anything but common courtesy and maybe a little maturity. Life is too short to care too much about the little things and not enough on the big picture. In the grand scheme of things, is it really going to matter what a person said last week about the way you styled your hair? No. So let the minuscule stuff slide and just take in the good stuff. If we focus to much on the bad, we'll miss out on the good.
I get to hang out with my cousins Emma and Nicole, my sister Megan, and my brother Chris everyday. How amazing is that? Hooray for the Hemler Family!
I like being a student. I just needed some time to realize I do like school and that it all isn't crap.
I miss talking to Lain regularly, and Katie is ignoring me again. But I'm trying to just let things go and fall where they may. I wanted all to be well with the two of them but I just can't do it all on my own. Lain and I are playing phone tag, so at least there is attempts to communicate. Katie, however, decided that my joking attitude was cruel and before I could apologize for my rudeness, she flipped me off and I haven't seen her since. I hope she reads this so that she realizes that I am sorry. And so she realizes that this is childish and I thought our friendship was more important than to throw away over something silly. I know I'm wrong but I'm not going to grovel for forgiveness. Especially since a similar scenario played out over Christmas. For about five months.
I just want everything to be like it was. I don't want people to hate me. I don't want people to feel obligated towards me. I don't want anything but common courtesy and maybe a little maturity. Life is too short to care too much about the little things and not enough on the big picture. In the grand scheme of things, is it really going to matter what a person said last week about the way you styled your hair? No. So let the minuscule stuff slide and just take in the good stuff. If we focus to much on the bad, we'll miss out on the good.