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[i_like_da_bling]

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater

You don't need to bother; I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping further
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me **** to digest
I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good time deserves my dying

You don't need to bother; I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten with it's memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother; I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on (once I hold on)... I'll never live down my deceit

This really speaks to me right now, about more things then just one... but more or less about one thing.