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[i_ku_ta]

You know, I was just about to start this off with "I don't have much time to write exactly how I'm feeling lately..." and keep going but, that's really a lie, isn't it? I'm going to try today with the truth

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[springtimepeace]

You never cease to surprise me. I think I'm obligated to say no one here minds the naked.

Other than that... I really am happy for you~ The DVD, think I understand that and I'm really really happy you feel that way, if it's the same feeling I'm thinking of.

Why does your free time seem strange?

[i_ku_ta]

What did I say that surprised you? I see that shifty look.

It's... well, it's complicated. And it's like, if I talk about it and try to explain it, it might lessen it. I need more time to figure it out... But I really did put pieces of myself into it, and I worked the hardest I ever have at something to really live what I thought needed to be portrayed to give it the life it needed.

Honestly right now I'm afraid to hear anything negative about it, because I know it would hurt me. I need some time to pull my heart back from it, you know?

Because this is all it's filled with! This guy at this extremely weird place.

[springtimepeace]

You're good, Ikuta Toma, real good.

And you've got all the time in the world. But I don't see why you have to pull your heart back. Why should you?

[i_ku_ta]

And I'm lost, so lost. But at least you're here~

I need to be able to take criticism for it. I shouldn't get hurt if someone has something to say that could help me in the future, right?

[springtimepeace]

Sure, but what good does that really do?

Perhaps, but don't pull back from it too much. If it meant that much to you, you should hold on to it.

..I need more conversational icons..