Apr 17, 2004 04:16
I don't know. Shit's gettin' heavy, and I just might have to bolt.
I'm really trying to go with the flow, but the shit's toppin' out at the scale brother.
I need a break from shit. I need about a week of self-imposed solitary confinement. I'll only leave for school. School is another thorn in my side, but the bloodshed is deemed necessary by our society. I'm not quite ready for that leap in my development.
I feel like I'm at an important junction in my life. If I choose correctly, I'll walk away a better person. If I make the wrong decisions, my life will fall into disrepair. History is in the making. It's as if I've been given immense power. Will I use that power for good, like Professor X, or will I use it for evil, like Magneto?
Things are gonna be fine I'm sure. I'm gonna keep a stiff upper lip, and do some soul searching. I'll have this mess sorted out by my birthday. The box social to end all box socials will be held in honor of the occasion.
On a less heavy note, I saw a screening of Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story yesterday. It was funny. It's no Anchorman, but it's funny none the less.
On the way back to my house, we decided to pay a visit to Christina Gaylord. It's so weird that I hadn't spoken to her in probably four years, and she lives literally a stone's throw away. Then she came over tonight to chill with the niggas. She turned into a really hip chick.
Peace niggas! Godbless!