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Okay so I don’t feel like total shit right now. My poor Sammie is going through a really bad time and not only that it makes me really sad too! Then I start thinking about my Drew and how much I miss him. And whenever im not with him I am like miserable. Ugh oh life sucks so very much. I miss my Hannah and my Sammie and MY DREW. And school sucks. I have no friends and im a big fucking loner. Just about every one of my classes I sit by myself and draw or write a letter to my Amanda. Its horrible I hate high school. I just want Drew to come over right now and lay with me and we just talk and he plays with my hair and I just fall asleep on him. But I cant bcuz it is 10 30 and he has to work tomorrow let alone I have school….this is going to be thee most horrible year ever. I am literally dreading school tomorrow. I really don’t even want to be here but I love my Hannah and Drew too much to do that to them.
As I hang up the phone I whisper I love you...but you will never hear it.
WELL WHATEVER I THINK IM GONNA GO CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AGAIN :-\