...i dont understand it...

[i_killed_space]

it seems like recently i've been jumping to conclusions about various things lately, and i end up with a totally different outcome, which makes me think something along the way didnt go right. which probably isnt the case, it's probably more; me trying to choose what happens, but thats not what im supposed to do. i dont know. im not upset or bitter or anything. just apathetic and emo i guess.

oh well... hopefully i'll start seeing the big picture pretty soon.