Mar 18, 2004 17:54
last night i went to carvel
and my mom went home so mee and shawn had some time.
he drove mee home and we played in his car for a while.
and things were fine. <3
today.
i woke up..
worked out ALOT. kuz i like it ALOT <3
sewed shawn hrocks hoodie. and jays shirt....
shower
bla bla
shawn came over
and i fuckign love him.
i DO NOT love 'blue ovaries'
.
hm.
tomarrrrroowwww..... i think im going to a show with shawns brother?
or.. hopefull i find some way to get there
STRAY FROM THE PATH <333
i havent seen them in so long.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
and then after show more hanging out with shawn <3333 awesome.
so.
here is this kuz .. i have a life to attend to right now..
i hurt: people when i punch them. kuz my muscles are HUGER THEN YOUR FACE
i love: shawn chiesa. OH YEA shawn chiesa.
i hate: not having a job
i cry: when im sad.
i fear: silence.
i wish: i graduated yesterday. so i can start happy things TODAY.. =[
i feel: pale.
i kill: no animals<3
i talk: too much. so i stopped. becuase no one ever listens..
i listen: to people talk.
i hear: " doo la doo" when i get a IM. and EVERGREEN TERRRRAAACEEE<333
i break: the law? i dunno.. this one sucks haha
i see: whatever i look at.
i smell: air.
i taste: water<3
i work: out ALOT<3
i miss: nice weather
i am: awesome at life.
i remember: alot of stuff..
i pray: .. no. i dont.
i walk: i LOVE WALKING SO MUCH<333333333333
i drive: when shawn lets mee steal the cherokee MWAHAHAHA
i read: no.
i burn: cds............. [?]
i breathe: . k.
i touch: shawns nakedness. and get wet in the pants.
what?
O=]
i learn: the hard way and i liek it.
i change: my clothes 12987192 times a day. <3
i know: A L O T . but no one EVER LISTENS
i said: "there is no lighthouses in our kitchen" liek two seconds ago.
i dream: about WEIIIRRDDDDDD STUFF that make NO FUCKIGN SENSE haha..
i have: a lot of time on my hands since im not in school...
i want: to be alone with shawn more. more clothes. more money. a car. a dog.
i fall: in love with shawn everytime i see him. awwwwww how cute. aw aw awww <3
k bye
i wonder: if ANY WHERE is going to call me for a interview??
i wait: forrrrr your REturn. <3bled
i need: to get a fuckign job. or start sellign drugs or something. jeez..
i live: here. against my will.
i die: not yet.
this.. MADE ME SMILE. ALOT.
me and stefanie talking about being hott and fat..
FaStarXx: i seriously need to loser tummy wieght
FalStarXx: and looking at u has made me jealous
FatarXx: u bitch
ME---: MY STOMACH?
ME---: R U FUCKIGN INSANE
ME---: k how about u get glasses
FaltarXx: are u on drugs
FallnxarXx: ur tummy went down like 432543 sizes
FalltaXx: its so noticable
FaltarXx: evcen janine said it
nxStarx: everyone sees it
ME---: WHAT
FXx: so shutit
ME---: what did she say??
Fx: she notices how u lost weight
rXx: that one day u came in i was like omg! and i said something to janine and laura gigs bc theyre all like wight lose freaks too and janines like i kno, i cant tell, what did she stop eating or something
FallnxStarXx: i was like i dont kno but i want it
ME---: hahaha awesome.