who do i chose?
Title: Who do I chose? 1/?
Author: Me (I_ht_wolfe)
Rairing: Ryan/Speed Ryan/Eric
Disclaimer: I have about as much chance of owning them as I do being a flying cat.
A/N: Thank ou so much to
sunhawk
For her awsome betaing. You rock hun.
"Hey Calleigh, can I ask you something?"
"Sure Speed," she replied with her mega-watt smile, curious as to why he had come to see her.
"Well, I... I just..."
"You just what?"
"I need your help. It's Ryan's birthday soon and he's turning thirty and we have been together for over a year and I really wanna get him something special."
"OK! Why don't I come over after work and we can talk about it then." Calleigh loved it when people asked her advice on gifts and Speed and Ryan were so cute together, she just couldn't refuse.
"How do I get Ryan out of the house without making it look suspicious?" Speed asked doubtfully.
"I know: why don't we tell Eric the plan and get him to ask Ryan to hang out after work, I mean, they are friends now right?"
"Thanks Cal. I don't know what I'd do without you. I'll go tell Eric."
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Speed told Eric the plan and he agreed to help, a little too quickly Speed thought. He had been flirting with Ryan for weeks now and his eyes lit up with the mention of spending time with him. Alone. Speed laughed at himself. He was just being paranoid. Eric was his best friend, he wouldn't do that. Besides he trusted Ryan.
So, later after shift, Calleigh came over to talk to Speed about things Ryan liked, wanted and what would be perfect for him. And Eric took Ryan to a bar to try and get him to loosen up because it appeared to him that the younger man was always so tense. Although, Eric could think of a couple of other ways to loosen him up, but he wasn’t allowed to do them. After all, Ryan was with Speed so he just decided to get Ryan to get a few drinks in him. It wasn’t Eric’s intention to get Ryan drunk but apparently he couldn’t handle alcohol very well; despite the fact he only had a few, Eric could see Ryan's eyes were bloodshot and all Ryan's attempts at speech came out as just incoherent mumblings. So Eric drove them back to his apartment, because he didn’t know where Ryan lived and Ryan was too busy giggling to tell him.
Apparently Ryan was a horny drunk if the way he was nibbling at Eric's ear when he was driving was any indication. He knew Ryan was dating Speed but he was just so beautiful, and right now he wanted Eric. Eric just couldn't resist. When he parked and got out of the car Ryan followed him every step with the occasional glance at Eric’s ass which seemed to go unnoticed by the Cuban.
They took the elevator to Eric’s floor and when they got next to his apartment Ryan stood there carefully watching Eric, and not doing anything. However when they actually got inside Ryan wasted no time in shoving Eric against his door and kissing him hard and long. Eric was totally unprepared, not just for the kiss, but also the hands on his ass and the erection pressed against his leg. However he quickly recovered and, ignoring the nagging in the back of his mind, grabbed the smaller man by the hips and kissed back with the same hunger and passion Ryan was kissing him with. Ryan tasted so good and the way he moaned when Eric put his tongue in his mouth was just so sexy. Eric thought he was in heaven. He led Ryan down to his bedroom…
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Eric woke up with a strange feeling. Someone was in his bed. Running a hand over the body behind him, he realised it was male, and that’s when it hit Eric. He had sex with Ryan, and he couldn’t stop the grin that formed at the memory. Ryan was beautiful. Eric had felt an attraction to him from the first day and Eric had finally had him. And the hickey on Ryan’s neck proved that. Although he felt Ryan wouldn’t like it too much because where it was meant Ryan couldn’t hide it. But that grin soon disappeared with the whisper of words inside his head.
‘Ryan loves Speed, he was drunk and you took advantage of him, if he was sober he would have told you to stop and now you have ruined your friendship ' and for a while that was all he could hear. ‘But we could just lie about it,’ he tried to argue and he almost slapped himself for talking to himself ‘Deceiving your friend and then lying bout it is worse. And besides that nice little mark you felt wont go unnoticed, will it?’ The same voice he heard before only this time he had to listen and he knew the voice was right. So he took his time admiring the body passed out next to him before getting out of bed and getting dressed. If Ryan was going to scream at him, he at least wanted to be warm.
He sat on the edge of the bed, waiting for the younger man to wake. He couldn't help the warm smile as the smaller man began to stir and blink. A frown grazed his features as he took in his surroundings. The frown deepened when he realized he was naked, still slightly sticky and in an unfamiliar bed, with Delko sitting at the end of it smiling at him. The events of the previous evening wormed their way into his head. Eric had asked him to hang out. He had gotten drunk. He'd flirted with Eric. Eric had kissed him. They'd had sex. OH GOD! How could he have done that?
Obviously he said that out loud.
"You were drunk. We shouldn't have and I'm sorry." Eric said, but he didn't sound that apologetic.
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He didn't understand it. After what Delko said, he started screaming at him that it was wrong, he wasn't supposed to do that, he was Speed's best friend and Ryan was in love with Speed, that he shouldn't have let Ryan do it and to just stay away, then he got dressed and ran. He didn't go straight home. He wouldn't have been able to face Speed and he needed time to think.
Ryan found himself walking along an empty part of the beach for about half an hour and he still didn't get it. He loved Speed. He was with Speed. So why was he happy inside? Yes he found the Cuban attractive, who wouldn't? But he never thought he had a chance with Eric. Speed had been good to him; he had been there but... Ryan couldn't remember feeling this alive in all the time he and Speed had spent together. He was suppose to go home, tell his boyfriend what happened and beg for forgiveness but all he could think about was going back and kissing that sexy Latino until he couldn't breathe. He made his mind up.
He needed Alex.