How You Remind Me
Title: How You Remind Me
Author: Me i_ht_wolfe
Rating: Pg13
Pairing: Ryan/Eric Ryan/OMC
Warning: Allusions to non-con
Disclaimer: They will be mine as soon as they let me out of the straight jacket
A/N: I have no beta for this so all mistakes are mine XD
I watch him walk away with tears in my eyes. I know it’s hard to believe but it breaks my heart as much as it does his.
Cuffs bruising my wrists, tying me to the headboard.
I’ve waited for so long to hear his say those three little worlds, and now he’s finally said them I can’t say them back. I want to but I just can’t.
Hands on my hips, pinning me down.
I like him so much but God, he looks just like David. Tall, dark, handsome, tanned skin, muscular body. He even has the same hair cut. I can’t look at him without thinking of David.
Teeth biting my chest, neck, shoulder, marking me, making me his.
If it wasn’t for the nightmares that deprive me of sleep every night, I would be lying in his arms. But he reminds me so much of David, and its enough to drive me away.
Silent screams fall on deaf ears.
I love Eric, really I do, but when I'm with him the only thing I can think about is David. I can’t get put through that again, I know Eric would never do it but David did and Eric looks like him. I’m living with this fear that Eric will one day hurt me the same way and it’s driving me mad.
Blood running down my thighs.
I want him so much its killing me. Maybe I should tell him what happened and why I’m scared of him.
No.
Maybe he can help me stop the nightmares that come when I switch off the light.
Please.
I just don’t want to get hurt again.
Stop.