sorry guys. i got bored. =/
the last person who...
kissed me was: grama
made out with me was: brian
licked me was: tara
had sex with me was: brian
called me was: chad
i talked to on the phone was: matt
i talked to online was: breena
i drank with was: uhm.. nick maybe?
i had dinner with was: my grama, my uncle, my aunt, and my mom
i gave money to was: the guy at walgreens
i hugged was: grama
i cried with was: brian
i sang to was: my damn self
i showered with was: tara
took me out on a date was: its not dating anymore..
i got upset with was: i dunno.. cant go 12 minutes without someone makin me cry these days
made me feel better was: brian
watched me get dressed was: brian
watched me get undressed: brian
made me cry was: like i said.. cant go 12 minutes without someone makin me cry these days
made me laugh was: aunt tracey
danced with me was: uhm.. wesley.. last year
smoked with me: uhm..?
told me they loved me: grama
i watched a movie with was: kalee
i cooked for was: no one. i still have a house lmao.
i danced for was: kalee
i stripped for was: brian
i swam with was: wesley
i did homework for was: me
i wrote a note to was: shelby
i went to a concert with was: nick, sarah and brian
i went shopping with was: shelby
i missed was: brian
i called was: christine
i comforted was: no one. no one comes to me.
i worked with was: judy
i wanted to see was: brian
i wanted to kiss was: brian
i listened to music with was: aunt tracey
i told what to wear was: me
i got dressed up for was: no one
i wore makeup for was: not a damn person. they dont fawking matter to me.
i wanted to impress was: no one
i hated was: everyone.
i was in a relationship with was: before it was wes... now its brian
i talked to and actually enjoyed the conversation was: uhm.. prolly.. no one
who actually seemed to care about what i had to say was: uhm.. brian
who told me i was beautiful was: brian i guess
who told me they missed me was: brian
who cooked for me was: momma
who called me a name was: tara. she called me a bitch.
who i e-mailed was: uhm.. my sisser monica.
i was very lustful with was: whats that mean?
who i was very lustful for was (celebrity): still dunno what it means.
i cared about was: uhm.. the people who care for me i guess.
i read to was: uhm.. brendan?
i babysat was: brendan
i took a picture with was: kalee, scott, jessie and gayle
i posed for was: uhm.. kalee
i ran with was: uhm.. no one.
i ran away from was: uhm.. no one
k im really bored. theres nothing to do. i was supposed to get a haircut today but i guess not. i dont even realy know what i wanna do with it. but right now im blah. i jut yelled at kristen for fawking with breena and that was funn =) but miranda was gunna maybe come over today but i havent talked to her yet so that prolly wont happen. i guess ill prolly just go finish reading my book and uhm sleep the rest of the day.
i talked to brian last night for a while.. we talked about how it really sucks to wanna hold onto a friendship where the other person just dont care.. =/ shelby.. i love that girl so fawking much it aint even funny. id take a bullet for her and she dont seem to care. like, when me and her hang out.. we have a lot of fun and we talk and i really trust her but.. just.. lately its like this..: i try to hang out with her and she always has plans with kaitlin and gennie who dont like me (im pretty sure its cuz im a freak) so its not like the four of us could hang out so i just hafta wait til shes not busy with them and it really sucks because i dont just wanna say fawk it and have me and her not be friends but thats kinda what its coming to. like, i guess its ok to tell me "well i already have plans with gennie and kaitlin" but then its not ok to tell them "oh i already have plans with nikki".. they dont like me and i dont know why. so it really blows but ive cried over it so many fawking times now.. and when we talk online or on the phone.. we just sit there and dont say anything. its so dumb. but yeh. i feel like hell. i dont like talking about her in this dumb thing but its the only chance i have to maybe get thru to her. brian said he was gunna try to talk to her and maybe explain it to her and see if he can do it but i dunno. so i guess.. later guys... =(
i love you so FAWKING much shelby! <333 ill be there for you til the day of my death, best girls forever til my very last breath...
kissed me was: grama
made out with me was: brian
licked me was: tara
had sex with me was: brian
called me was: chad
i talked to on the phone was: matt
i talked to online was: breena
i drank with was: uhm.. nick maybe?
i had dinner with was: my grama, my uncle, my aunt, and my mom
i gave money to was: the guy at walgreens
i hugged was: grama
i cried with was: brian
i sang to was: my damn self
i showered with was: tara
took me out on a date was: its not dating anymore..
i got upset with was: i dunno.. cant go 12 minutes without someone makin me cry these days
made me feel better was: brian
watched me get dressed was: brian
watched me get undressed: brian
made me cry was: like i said.. cant go 12 minutes without someone makin me cry these days
made me laugh was: aunt tracey
danced with me was: uhm.. wesley.. last year
smoked with me: uhm..?
told me they loved me: grama
i watched a movie with was: kalee
i cooked for was: no one. i still have a house lmao.
i danced for was: kalee
i stripped for was: brian
i swam with was: wesley
i did homework for was: me
i wrote a note to was: shelby
i went to a concert with was: nick, sarah and brian
i went shopping with was: shelby
i missed was: brian
i called was: christine
i comforted was: no one. no one comes to me.
i worked with was: judy
i wanted to see was: brian
i wanted to kiss was: brian
i listened to music with was: aunt tracey
i told what to wear was: me
i got dressed up for was: no one
i wore makeup for was: not a damn person. they dont fawking matter to me.
i wanted to impress was: no one
i hated was: everyone.
i was in a relationship with was: before it was wes... now its brian
i talked to and actually enjoyed the conversation was: uhm.. prolly.. no one
who actually seemed to care about what i had to say was: uhm.. brian
who told me i was beautiful was: brian i guess
who told me they missed me was: brian
who cooked for me was: momma
who called me a name was: tara. she called me a bitch.
who i e-mailed was: uhm.. my sisser monica.
i was very lustful with was: whats that mean?
who i was very lustful for was (celebrity): still dunno what it means.
i cared about was: uhm.. the people who care for me i guess.
i read to was: uhm.. brendan?
i babysat was: brendan
i took a picture with was: kalee, scott, jessie and gayle
i posed for was: uhm.. kalee
i ran with was: uhm.. no one.
i ran away from was: uhm.. no one
k im really bored. theres nothing to do. i was supposed to get a haircut today but i guess not. i dont even realy know what i wanna do with it. but right now im blah. i jut yelled at kristen for fawking with breena and that was funn =) but miranda was gunna maybe come over today but i havent talked to her yet so that prolly wont happen. i guess ill prolly just go finish reading my book and uhm sleep the rest of the day.
i talked to brian last night for a while.. we talked about how it really sucks to wanna hold onto a friendship where the other person just dont care.. =/ shelby.. i love that girl so fawking much it aint even funny. id take a bullet for her and she dont seem to care. like, when me and her hang out.. we have a lot of fun and we talk and i really trust her but.. just.. lately its like this..: i try to hang out with her and she always has plans with kaitlin and gennie who dont like me (im pretty sure its cuz im a freak) so its not like the four of us could hang out so i just hafta wait til shes not busy with them and it really sucks because i dont just wanna say fawk it and have me and her not be friends but thats kinda what its coming to. like, i guess its ok to tell me "well i already have plans with gennie and kaitlin" but then its not ok to tell them "oh i already have plans with nikki".. they dont like me and i dont know why. so it really blows but ive cried over it so many fawking times now.. and when we talk online or on the phone.. we just sit there and dont say anything. its so dumb. but yeh. i feel like hell. i dont like talking about her in this dumb thing but its the only chance i have to maybe get thru to her. brian said he was gunna try to talk to her and maybe explain it to her and see if he can do it but i dunno. so i guess.. later guys... =(
i love you so FAWKING much shelby! <333 ill be there for you til the day of my death, best girls forever til my very last breath...