Apr 04, 2005 12:03
And she screamed "Today is the day i die!" "Today i leave all my pain, all my heartbreak. They day darkness fully consumes me. They day I last look at the skky, the last day of my life." They all turned and stared unable to analyze. "What is she saying?" "Does she know what she is saying?" You should've seen her. She stood there small in size, big in voice and mind. She had so much potential if she wanted to.
She was so sweet, who knew? But while she forced a smile throughout the times her tears were warm, her sobs loud, and the shaking constant. "Ican't forget, it won't go away." "But please know this... I truly tried my best. When I die tonight, I leave you with my memories." She's on the edge of sweet teenage mental suicide. Her eyes show pain, how could no one see it? Her heart's singing constant songs od sweet sorrow, how could no one have heard?
"I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, yes I'm smiling but inside I'm dying." "Look into my eyes and tell me otherwise. "Look into my eyes and you might see and hear my chest if only you had what you needed for it." "Love and lies, sweet reveries, and enemies, things I despise GONE!" "I'll be dead tonight. I'll be free, a price I'll pay with my life."
"Why is she doing this to herself? This can't be so. It never seemed like it." "All these suicide attempts and you think you'de get the message when cutting was no longer my exit." "I didn't want it to end like this, at least let it be known that way." As the panicked pigeons flew, a mental sickness spread into the minds of those surrounding her too stubborn to move and do anything.
The sky is filled with flaps of birds and screams of the disbelievers who know believe and wonder and scream why nothing was done to prevent when all is neede for them to look at themselves. Blood stains the cement ground and floods their cracks for she is now gone and her memory haunts the grounds she fell upon that fateful day she warned all around her.
A memory that haunts those around that day... the day she screamed for help and fell upon deaf ears...