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[i_hearte_you]

sometimes i wonder why i never pressed down hard enough or why the fuckin chemicals never stayed down in my stomach like they were supposed to. or why when i passed out from the od i woke up throwin up what i wanted to keep inside to kill me. or why that fuckin branch broke when i wanted to know how it felt like to float asleep. i swear the only source of happiness i recieve is from my bf Kendanny and my Juggalo familia always. fuck blood family they're the biggest back stabbers and i know first hand so fuck em' only source of family i have is the Juggalo familia and those i know i can hold close.
Much Luv y Respecto Always
MMFCL Peace
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