Apr 30, 2005 18:34
Whut up berries. hows the world beatin ya? fuck i'm bored. i've just felt tired all day is all. and missin my bf. i dunno man, life is kinda funny how it just throws things at ya like people. when you think you've found the one, something else proves you wrong and shows you. " naw man this sin't it. let me show what else i got for ya. so take it and do sumthin wit it." man i wish i could just see myself from a different person's eyes and mind. see what i would say about myself. just curious to see what's on the other side i guess. i look back at all my suicide, self mutilation, depression shit and i'm just like, damn how did i ever let it go there, how did i get out of that shit like i did? how was i able to do this on my own most of all? not even sure yet. still dealin wit all this to this day and it all strated in the rth grade. damn its been a while....
peaches and creme kids and always much luv y respecto 1