Aug 29, 2004 10:01
Havent written in about a week. Not that I have to write all the time because i never write anything interesting anyway, but it is comforting for me to write. The Wiz...wow now that is something with its ups and its downs. Thrusday Night was a disaster on some levels. Friday was pretty good. Everyone seemed really on and like it was a good show. Saturday night wasnt too bad, but things like "everybody rejoice" were definately off. But hey you cant change what happened in the past, only make sure history doesnt repeat itself. Friday night was fun went to IHOP with the gang... Catherine, not a bad choice sorry things got so screwed up. I do want to chill with you guys again. and I am interested. That was just such weird notice if you know waht i mean?!?! Last night I went to Fridays yet again like last Saturday only with a different group at a different Fridays. Wasnt as interesting or funny as last time but still fun...
Last nights performance was awesome for one particular reason--> SHADAPEARL! That goat gave me and Kristen so much trouble. Wedsenday aftersnoon in the rain we had to capture the goat. Then when we left we didnt realize how to lock the goats back up and we set them all free. When Allison, Kristen and I went to go return the goat we had to herd all the goats back in. Before that we thought they locked the gates on us and we would have to deal with the got for the rest of the night! It was a long process that we never finished and thank god for that Janitor guy for helping us. But hey Shadapearl is still awesome, even if he does pee on the stage.
I feel myself slipping away from my class. Almost like Im not a part of it anymore. I dont want that to happen because I love them all so much. I think I just have to be careful and try to get back involved with them, I miss hanging out with Caroline, Tim and all them. It makes me kind of upset that they dont try to hang out with me as much anymore. Im going to start to make more of the effort. I know Caro and I kind of had a tiff but I thought we were over that and were friends again. I hope so because I really miss all of themand still want to be a part of them and have fun with them. This sound so depressing and like i have no life. But i do have friends its just some of them seem to be slipping away and I dont want that to happen. Im not a loser I promise!
<33always Tracey
I beg you not to break my heart