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John wouldn't be able to tell you why he ended up here tonight, in his room at Milliways. The one he shared with Aeryn.
Maybe it was because she was back and still not with him...maybe because if he pressed his face into her pillow really really hard, it smelled like her. That in his dreams, he could convince her he was the one she was always in love with, that the baby is his, that he needs her that she wants him.
That is, when he sleeps. As it is, he was staring at the wall dejectedly in the dark as time (time time time time) ticked by slowly.
Maybe it was because she was back and still not with him...maybe because if he pressed his face into her pillow really really hard, it smelled like her. That in his dreams, he could convince her he was the one she was always in love with, that the baby is his, that he needs her that she wants him.
That is, when he sleeps. As it is, he was staring at the wall dejectedly in the dark as time (time time time time) ticked by slowly.