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I have so much anger and frustration pent up inside. Matt just gave up on us. He deleted his journal because he couldn't handle what people thought about the way he ended things between us.
I deserve so much better. He should be devoted, and should have given us another chance. One small thing does not make a person fall out of love. He wants to test the waters with Renzo. And I don't think I can just wait around for him. Who knows where I'll be once they're over. One things for certain, I won't think twice about anything sexually with Matt until I see papers saying he didn't get the STD from Renzo. Not that I'll probably even have to think twice, Matt doesn't want it.
So I shouldn't invest my time in someone like him anymore.
So I'm done.
New Jimmy is here, kids.