Who are you?
Ok so now i dont know WHO reads these things anymore. apparently everyone knows Jon tho. OK, so i just want to ask whoever it was that replied on my last entry so long ago... to please let me know who you are b/c i'm getting super sick of ppl leaving me comments on here posting themselves as anynonomous. the whole point in you leaving me a comment is NOT to keep me guessing, ok? thanks.
ANYHOW, apparently i've missed like, 2 weeks worth here on lj. maybe it was only like 5 days but wahtever. same thing.
So, i dont know what to say anymore. i dont know what to think. i'm like... down in the dumps i suppose. those of you who read myspace know why... b/c of the seniors leaving. i grew up with these kids. they wer elike, always there for me since i've been in school. and now, all of a sudden, they're gone. i know that i can always keep in touch w/them, but that's not the point. no matter how often i talk to them outside of school, there's still goign to be that emptiness w/o them here. i feel so completely alone w/o them!!
oh, so i sprayed some of Jon's perfume on me earlier when i was at his heezy, and now i smell like him. it's nice. haha. i get a whiff and i'm like... mmm Jon. haha. and so i've decided, that i'm just going to suck things up and do what i want for a change. i'm not giong ot listen to what anybody has to say, b/c really when it comes down to it, it's my life andi have to figure these thigns out for myself. BUT, thanks to all of you who have given me advice, b/c it's helped a lot!! ;)
so that is that. And also, i did a bad bad thing. and the funny thing is, is that i think only Sarah, Michelle, Janet... and that's about it know about it. i want to keep this under wraps. b/c... well, i dotn know, i just do. but it's not like BAD, ok i'm still the good girl, but i just feel bad about it. whatever. not going to explain it.
TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!
and let me tell you , i DEFINITELY cannot wait.
ANYHOW, apparently i've missed like, 2 weeks worth here on lj. maybe it was only like 5 days but wahtever. same thing.
So, i dont know what to say anymore. i dont know what to think. i'm like... down in the dumps i suppose. those of you who read myspace know why... b/c of the seniors leaving. i grew up with these kids. they wer elike, always there for me since i've been in school. and now, all of a sudden, they're gone. i know that i can always keep in touch w/them, but that's not the point. no matter how often i talk to them outside of school, there's still goign to be that emptiness w/o them here. i feel so completely alone w/o them!!
oh, so i sprayed some of Jon's perfume on me earlier when i was at his heezy, and now i smell like him. it's nice. haha. i get a whiff and i'm like... mmm Jon. haha. and so i've decided, that i'm just going to suck things up and do what i want for a change. i'm not giong ot listen to what anybody has to say, b/c really when it comes down to it, it's my life andi have to figure these thigns out for myself. BUT, thanks to all of you who have given me advice, b/c it's helped a lot!! ;)
so that is that. And also, i did a bad bad thing. and the funny thing is, is that i think only Sarah, Michelle, Janet... and that's about it know about it. i want to keep this under wraps. b/c... well, i dotn know, i just do. but it's not like BAD, ok i'm still the good girl, but i just feel bad about it. whatever. not going to explain it.
TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!
and let me tell you , i DEFINITELY cannot wait.