I have no idea what I could say or put for this subject topic that could possibly fit right.coleforthefireDecember 30 2004, 06:48:59 UTC
First if the aformentioned comments in you LJ were not about me the disregard most of the following.... most. Well for starters Im not even sure If you get this, hopefully you will.
First im sorry for not having texted you back (in response to the Christmas Hello) I was really busy with work and by the tme I got home I collapsed on my bed and fell asleep. And thats how it starts..... one message from you and know your in my head. Your in the back of mind waiting to resurface, me having not fully processed the fact that you texted me in my gorggy head. Days later I read my old friend from high schools myspace and see a photo of a half naked girl looking surprisingly alot like my exgirlfriend. This is G-Funks myspace by the way, or as he now like to be called "Dirk" or whatever... pft. So I click on the link and stumble onto your myspace. And so it starts I read and smile, the I read some Lj and smile, and then I read the above entry, and I sigh,....... Im an ass.
*note* If you are disregarding this is where you would/should start reading ;-)
So I just wanted to say hello, and I hope you had a good christmas. Im sorry I dropped from sight, but you know how I feel and how I am ...I'm sorry for everything.
Well I've sat here looking at the screen for 5 minutes and don't know what or how to say anything. Talking through a post to you seems odd and uncomfortable, oh well thats what I get for being on late at night. I'll try and talk to you soon.... if you'd like. I'd understand if you'd rather not talk to someone who so abruptly came and went in your life. I hope things are going well and perhaps I'll "see" you around.
Just like theres no real way to start something like this (for me anyway) I truely have no way of ending it. I suppose all I can really say is, "Goodnight."
Well for starters Im not even sure If you get this, hopefully you will.
First im sorry for not having texted you back (in response to the Christmas Hello) I was really busy with work and by the tme I got home I collapsed on my bed and fell asleep. And thats how it starts..... one message from you and know your in my head. Your in the back of mind waiting to resurface, me having not fully processed the fact that you texted me in my gorggy head. Days later I read my old friend from high schools myspace and see a photo of a half naked girl looking surprisingly alot like my exgirlfriend. This is G-Funks myspace by the way, or as he now like to be called "Dirk" or whatever... pft. So I click on the link and stumble onto your myspace. And so it starts I read and smile, the I read some Lj and smile, and then I read the above entry, and I sigh,....... Im an ass.
*note* If you are disregarding this is where you would/should start reading ;-)
So I just wanted to say hello, and I hope you had a good christmas. Im sorry I dropped from sight, but you know how I feel and how I am ...I'm sorry for everything.
Well I've sat here looking at the screen for 5 minutes and don't know what or how to say anything. Talking through a post to you seems odd and uncomfortable, oh well thats what I get for being on late at night. I'll try and talk to you soon.... if you'd like. I'd understand if you'd rather not talk to someone who so abruptly came and went in your life. I hope things are going well and perhaps I'll "see" you around.
Just like theres no real way to start something like this (for me anyway) I truely have no way of ending it. I suppose all I can really say is, "Goodnight."
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ps. thank you.
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