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So I'm sat here trying to find something to do. I don't have class tomorrow and all of my homework is due on Tuesday so I could literally do anything right now. I've got Google Drive open in four different tabs, a poem started in Word, Marianas Trench is playing in the background, and like I don't want to do anything except for nap, but I hate napping.
And now I'm irritated with myself for being so tired, even though I knew I would be tired because it was nearing 5:30 this morning when I finally got to bed. Not sure why I was up so late, but I was still a little anxious when I got back from Trevor's thing so that's my best guess.
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I wrote that hours ago. And then I got interrupted by Megan who wanted to video chat with me. But like I waas also irritated because Michaela was in the room and that means I REALLY couldn't nap. And then Landon and Paul came and got us for dinner so I had to leave anyway.
Paul and I watched another Johnny Depp movie called From Hell and it was pretty good. I fell asleep halfway through it and missed a good chunk of the middle. Oops. And thenw e started rewatching Buffy the Vampire Slayer because that show is beautiful and I love it and wow.
But I'm still hella irritated for no reason. It's because I'm tired. I just showered. I gotta dry my hair and then I think I'm going to take a sleep aid that isn't melatonin because I'd like to stay sleeping. Not sure why I'm writing any of this, it just feels good to write.
And now I'm irritated with myself for being so tired, even though I knew I would be tired because it was nearing 5:30 this morning when I finally got to bed. Not sure why I was up so late, but I was still a little anxious when I got back from Trevor's thing so that's my best guess.
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I wrote that hours ago. And then I got interrupted by Megan who wanted to video chat with me. But like I waas also irritated because Michaela was in the room and that means I REALLY couldn't nap. And then Landon and Paul came and got us for dinner so I had to leave anyway.
Paul and I watched another Johnny Depp movie called From Hell and it was pretty good. I fell asleep halfway through it and missed a good chunk of the middle. Oops. And thenw e started rewatching Buffy the Vampire Slayer because that show is beautiful and I love it and wow.
But I'm still hella irritated for no reason. It's because I'm tired. I just showered. I gotta dry my hair and then I think I'm going to take a sleep aid that isn't melatonin because I'd like to stay sleeping. Not sure why I'm writing any of this, it just feels good to write.