Hopefully...
I am really wanting to move away from VA right now. I can't focus on school and I have no friends here that I can talk to in person, so I don't really see the point of staying. I don't like going home but there is no place else for me to go, and in therapy they keep talking about not isolating yourself and that it's good to hang out with friends and have a support system other than family that you can do things with...well guess what? I'm lacking in both because I can't go to school and make friends, and I can't go out to make friends so i am isolated. At least if I move to Kentucky I have my sister there. I am going to see if I can also drop my Wednesday night class since whenever I go I can't focus and it makes me physically sick to sit in the same room. Laura suggested it but I don't know if they will let me, I am hoping they will and the dean of my campus knows what is going on so maybe he can suggest something. I am going to go ask tomorrow after therapy, that is if I wake up feeling okay. I have the worst pain in my shoulder and something keeps throbbing in my abdomen, I have no idea what it is...I wish if I was going to go into crisis that it would just come already, I am soo tired of waiting for what is supposed to happen.