Dedication...To Him

[i_heart_hrithik]

So I think I finished it but I am sure I could have added more. Then again the stuff I put in here is already quite revealing, probably more than I have ever told anyone. It just came to me one night when I was sitting in my room crying...again...it's sporadic what can I say, some days are good others aren't so good. Anyways it came to me that if I could say something to him for the last time that he would actually take in, cause now it seems like alot of the time most of my inner thoughts I share aren't going in the ear let alone going back out. When I thought about it I knew I had to write it down as something to keep, I almost cried writing it, I am such a sap lately it's annoying, but anyways for your viewing pleasure...please let me know what you think, it's my first time writing something that wasn't a short story.



I Miss The Way Things Used To Be

I Miss Your Goofy Laugh

I Muss Your Fingers in Between Mine

I Miss Your Whispers In My Ear…Against My Neck

I Miss Your Inside Jokes

I Miss The Sparkle In Your Eye When I Walk Into A Room

I Miss Knowing That When I Lay In Bed And Missed You That You Were Missing Me Too

I Miss Your Kisses And The Dumb Noises You Made

I Miss Looking Into Your Eyes

I Miss Looking At You And Knowing That Shortly You’d Pull Me Into Your Arms

I Miss Laughing At All The Silly Things You Did To Make Me Laugh

I Miss Our Alone Time

I Miss Laying On You And Next To You

I Miss The Way You Would Smile At Me Before We Kiss

I Miss Knowing That Even Though I Loved You More Than You Loved Me, That You At Least Cared

I Miss Our Cuddling

I Miss Being Able To Be There For You Like No One Else Was

I Miss Knowing That When I Woke Up I Would Be Getting A Call From You

I Miss Knowing That We Were The First And Last Thing On Each Other’s Minds During The Day

I Miss Seeing You Come Over And Being Able To Throw Myself Into Your Arms

I Miss Knowing You Were There For Me

I Miss Confiding In You Things I Had Never Told Anyone

I Muss Your Re-Assurance

I Miss How We Were Content To Just Be Together Even If It Wasn’t For Long

I Miss Your Deep Laughter

I Miss Your Scent

I Miss Making You Grilled Cheese Sandwiches

I Miss The Way You Would Wrap Your Arms Around My Waist

I Miss Your Hands All Over Me

I Miss Our Random Conversations

I Miss Being With You

I Miss The Way You Held Me At The End Of The Day When We Had To Part

I Miss Knowing That It Was Just As Hard For Me To Leave, As It Was For You To See Me Go

I Miss Your Voice Over The Phone

I Miss Our Nicknames

I Miss The Way My Heart Skipped A Beat Whenever I Saw You, Like I Was Seeing You For The First Time

I Miss The Look In Your Eye We Were “Alone”

I Miss You Playing With Me

I Miss Your Teasing

I Miss Feeling That We Were Great Together

I Miss Being Able To Be Quiet And You Still Would Know What Was On My Mind

I Miss Your Attention To Me

I Miss Your Comfort

I Miss Knowing How Badly You Wanted Me

I Miss The Quickies…LOL

I Miss Staring At Your Face

I Miss Knowing That I Was So Lucky To Have Found You

I Miss Sitting In Your Lap

I Miss Your Singing

I Miss Me…I Miss You…I Miss Us