May 14, 2004 21:35
My dad seems to be real sick again.
No matter how selfish this sounds it's the fucking truth...I cannot afford the distraction of my dad getting horrible ill or disoriented or anything of the likes until May 31.
I don't fucking care how selfish it is. Sometimes you have to be honest about what's going on and this is my honesty.
So I was doing so well earlier...so happy, stressed, but strangely very happy.
Now I'm down. Now I'm just thinking why is my dad sick...this fucking sux. My job sux too. At least one manager is illegally changing the times I clock in and also changing my comission so I'm getting paid less than I am supposed to be getting paid. This job has gone from okay to degrading. Oh yea, I almost forgot to mention...someone cut the cable to my direct tv...so yea I guess some neighbor doesn't like us or something. Alright, how ridiculous is my life sounding?