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So it's been a long time since i've used this but I feel the need to get stuff off my chest....I'm in college now and I'm FUCKING HOMESICK!!! I feel like I don't belong here...Like I love it but its just not home....and I dont feel like I REALLY have friends.....My depression is coming back hardcore....I'm super touchy and spending hella time alone again...I think I need therapy again...I dont want people to know though....why am I so damn fucked up!?!? UGH!!! I'm so alone here....and I hardly eat anymore....and I almost cut the other night......that scares me....shit....what am I fonna do