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Ever have those times where you get lonely for no apparent reason? Well thats kinda how I feel right now. I've been doing a lot of thinking lately which most of my friends know is NEVER a good thing. I'm sorry you guys! I know I've been really weird lately and kinda clingy but stuff hasn't been good lately and I've been trying so hard to pretend its fine and I was just scared to be alone cuz then I start thinking about all the bad stuff. I know y'all love me, I mean you tell me all the time but sometimes I just feel unlovable you know? Cam called. That's all that needs to be said. But you should be proud, I didn't talk to him this time. I hung up on him. I'm done with that bullsh*t. I'm finally taking back the control. Being single has been good for me and everything cuz it gave me time to figure a lot of stuff out but I dunno....it gets a little lonely. Especially when so many of my friends are in serious relationships and I feel like I'm a third wheel all the time. ::sigh:: oh well.....some things are worth the wait.....