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I'm losing more and more hope everyday. Hope for everything. I just really don't think my life is going to pick up..ever. And I just want to skip all the heartache and disappointment and hurt and just give up. everyday is such a struggle just to do the basic things. i hate being so depressed. i want nothing more than to just die. i really do. no matter how pathetic it sounds, i want that escape. i really don't care how selfish, stupid, or lazy that makes me. i hate this fucking world. i want out.