hearts

[i_have_scabies]

i have to hurt someone tonight, just jab it through his loving heart.
he said to me. i was all sad cause i haven't seen you in so long.
and i had this horrible dream where you left, and i felt empty.
and i didn't say anything back, because that's exactly what i have to do.
and i feel so foul about it.
the one i do feel so strong for, with a passion fire in my heart, he makes it beat and flutter...
hes sooo far away from me that i cannot even pursue it rightly.
and i feel so lost in this web of lovers.
entangled in a place i know not.
someone bring some scissors and cut me out,
but i don't know how to tell you how to get here.
i just have to love myself i hafto.
but i feel guilty guilty for all those hearts.
and mine.