Dec 26, 2003 00:17
So christmas wasnt that bad this year. Went to Courtney's aunts house christmas eve for about an hour and a half, then today hung out from like 5 to just a little while ago. We saw Paycheck with Skye, the movie wasnt as bad as I thought it would be but, Ive seen better. Still a decent movie, go see for yourselves.
I just want her to be happy. I want to keep her happy. I worry alot about whether or not shes happy, I dont want to fuck up the best thing thats ever happened to me in my life. I dont want to lose her, she means the world to me. Everything. My life has never really been that great, and I appreciate all that she has done for me, really, I dont think I could ever repay her for all of it. I dont know if anyone else can comprehend or believe all the love I have for her, and how deeply I care for her, but I do. And I will remain happy as I am now, as long as she is happy.
I love you courtney, I do. Dont worry about me being happy, Im as happy as can be with you, no one has ever made me this happy, no one.