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ahh..finally back. well, whatever it is called..see, i was only on vacation for what..four days. yes. that's not actually a vacation, but whatever. see, the funds are kinda low because my parents are going to cancun in november..that's another story. for another time.
it's vacation story-telling time.
first day: got there around..two, went shopping for food for the hotel. ate at a pizza all-you-can-eat buffet, where our waitress was hot ;) sat around the hotel for a few, then went to the boardwalk..it's amazing, all the people that fill that place up. saw this absolutely amazing (green-blah) polka-dotted purse, i wanted it but it cost thirty, and i'm a cheap bastard. +, it was green. lime green. ew.
i didn't see anything else that i wanted, and nothing much happened that night. i got lots of stares. it wasn't like i was wearing anything odd..i can be wearing pink and i'd still get the looks. i don't know. my mom's telling me i'm getting to look..'retro'..i'm like, goddamnit, eff off, old lady (not really). haha.
second day: there was this humongous convention hall, and they were bringing delia*s (this teen girl clothing site/mag/store) into it, + ccs (skateboarding company). so the second it opened, i was there. i was there without even doing my hair, haha.
i've been getting the delia*s thing (catalog) for years, but they stopped sending it to me because i stopped buying their crap. but anyways, things were mega-cheap and i bought mary janes (my favorite shoes), a dickies hoodie, and a shirt for eric.
later on, it was our cape may day. i actually had more fun in cape may then i did wildwood. after hours of searching, i finally was talking to this lady and found my dream purse..this black and white polka-dotted purse. it's so perfect. and it was expensive (to me). so i made my parents buy me it, even though i had money. muahahha.
we went on a private horse-drawn carriage ride for a half hour, through the beautiful cape may, where crappy shack houses are like, $800,000. jesus christ. but still, i intend on moving there. for real. or, by the beach. i'll be making my money being the second fat stripper. after who, do you ask?..i do not know.
we went to this cafe, where all the waitresses had long lashes. our hostess looked like paris hilton. sleeeeutttt!.
next day: ehh..i forget. oh yeah. saturday. my dad went to atlantic city in the morning, lost our life savings, but then won a grand. thank heavens. me and my mom walked the boardwalk by ourselves, got hit on by some french guys, then went back to the hotel and showered/crap. my dad came back and we went to the beach. oh yeah, we did that yesterday too. i was probably just too lazy to type it. but yeah, each day we were on the beach i spent about two hours of it sleeping. hahaha, it was just so relaxing. went to the boardwalk that night and i lost lots of money gambling.
today: sunday. came home, got here just about an hour ago. i was helping unpack and shat. i fed the seagulls before we left (that's my most favorite part of the entire trip, hah, i'm such a loser). but now, i'm stuck back in this hellhole once again.
and i realized something about myself during the time away. the time away from everybody. all i need is myself to make myself happy. and i realized that i cannot do it alone. so to all the people that continuously put up with my i'm-going-to-kill-myself bullshit, i'm sorry you have to put up with me all the time. but do indeed realize, that each and every day you send me an IM, talk to me, and hang out with me, you are changing me. changing me for the better. and i'd like to thank you from the bottom of my heart.
it's vacation story-telling time.
first day: got there around..two, went shopping for food for the hotel. ate at a pizza all-you-can-eat buffet, where our waitress was hot ;) sat around the hotel for a few, then went to the boardwalk..it's amazing, all the people that fill that place up. saw this absolutely amazing (green-blah) polka-dotted purse, i wanted it but it cost thirty, and i'm a cheap bastard. +, it was green. lime green. ew.
i didn't see anything else that i wanted, and nothing much happened that night. i got lots of stares. it wasn't like i was wearing anything odd..i can be wearing pink and i'd still get the looks. i don't know. my mom's telling me i'm getting to look..'retro'..i'm like, goddamnit, eff off, old lady (not really). haha.
second day: there was this humongous convention hall, and they were bringing delia*s (this teen girl clothing site/mag/store) into it, + ccs (skateboarding company). so the second it opened, i was there. i was there without even doing my hair, haha.
i've been getting the delia*s thing (catalog) for years, but they stopped sending it to me because i stopped buying their crap. but anyways, things were mega-cheap and i bought mary janes (my favorite shoes), a dickies hoodie, and a shirt for eric.
later on, it was our cape may day. i actually had more fun in cape may then i did wildwood. after hours of searching, i finally was talking to this lady and found my dream purse..this black and white polka-dotted purse. it's so perfect. and it was expensive (to me). so i made my parents buy me it, even though i had money. muahahha.
we went on a private horse-drawn carriage ride for a half hour, through the beautiful cape may, where crappy shack houses are like, $800,000. jesus christ. but still, i intend on moving there. for real. or, by the beach. i'll be making my money being the second fat stripper. after who, do you ask?..i do not know.
we went to this cafe, where all the waitresses had long lashes. our hostess looked like paris hilton. sleeeeutttt!.
next day: ehh..i forget. oh yeah. saturday. my dad went to atlantic city in the morning, lost our life savings, but then won a grand. thank heavens. me and my mom walked the boardwalk by ourselves, got hit on by some french guys, then went back to the hotel and showered/crap. my dad came back and we went to the beach. oh yeah, we did that yesterday too. i was probably just too lazy to type it. but yeah, each day we were on the beach i spent about two hours of it sleeping. hahaha, it was just so relaxing. went to the boardwalk that night and i lost lots of money gambling.
today: sunday. came home, got here just about an hour ago. i was helping unpack and shat. i fed the seagulls before we left (that's my most favorite part of the entire trip, hah, i'm such a loser). but now, i'm stuck back in this hellhole once again.
and i realized something about myself during the time away. the time away from everybody. all i need is myself to make myself happy. and i realized that i cannot do it alone. so to all the people that continuously put up with my i'm-going-to-kill-myself bullshit, i'm sorry you have to put up with me all the time. but do indeed realize, that each and every day you send me an IM, talk to me, and hang out with me, you are changing me. changing me for the better. and i'd like to thank you from the bottom of my heart.