eff you! eff me too.
nothing much has been going on, except i've been exactly the way that i was that 'night'..the, ya know, baaad night. when i just wanted to say, well, adios. yeah, i've been the same. nothing's gone really that better.
today..dun dun dun..me and nikki hung out! yes, i swear, it is true. the tabloids are right. nikki and i did indeed hang out.
we met at the mall with eric, then he left and we walked around for like, two hours. we got hit on by soo many guys for some reason, ayy, girl? lol. we're kissing lesbians. lmao. but anyways, then
this guy came up to me and asked me to go to some show, then he said he'd take us there, somewhere in dallas. he's like, 'do you like punk/ska?' i'm like, ehh..definitely not ska..punk-not really..'..but he kept bugging us to go. to make a long story short, we saw him everywhere we go, found out his name was vince and he was eighteen, and we ended up hanging out the rest of the time we were there. he even went to meet my mom and tell her a dirty joke, haha. he's a cool kid.
btw, my mother lovvved nikki.
haha, nikki, we're bad. ha, just keedin'. i don't know why i just said that, but whatever. but yes, we left around six and were going to go to the movies, but one didn't start for another half hour, and i was feeling nauseous. (nautious?) sp?. but i was realllllllly nauseated. it was bad. it was like, i was dying. or so i thought. on the way back to nikki's house, i ended up barfing in my
bon-ton bag. ew. it was liquidy-not chunky; but liquidy, haha. so that was that.
eric's friend kyle and chris' band were playing tonite at the twp. carnival, but by the time he got out of work and stuff, well-by the time he got here-it was nine o'clock. we were going to hit up
the twp. carnival, but by that time it was too goddamn late, and i was furious. nikki called on the way to her house and said that it was too late for her to go, either, also. i was like, ''least let's go
for ice cream!'..but she couldn't, and i called danny and he was stuffing his face with wings at the twp. carnival. that blew. so, me and eric ended up stopping at a carwash, cleaning out the car, and
i sat there staring at our prom pictures, which FINALLY, did come in. i'll post 'em in here as soon as i get 'em..i forgot to ask him for them. oh well. i didn't look that great anyways.
we went to dairy queen and sat in the price chopper parking lot and just talked for awhile; me then starting to whine over something else new..went back to my house and i made him change his clash shirt so that i could have it to smell during the night..to remind me of him..i swear, he keeps all of his clothes over here, haha..we do his laundry.
i'm going to miss him tomorrow; he's going to the rolling rock town fair..to see, who? may i ask? one of my favorites (and not to mention like, one of the few really mainstream); staind. wahhh. i
want to go. also, who'll be there..hoobastank-i met them before; velvet revolver, disturbed, finch..and a whole slew of other people that i'm too tired to think about at the moment. +, i'm too
sick. i think i'm getting this stomach flu/virus that my little cousin had on her birthday a few days ago. that's why i barfed. that's why i keep sweating. that's why i'm actually in a freakin' cold sweat right now. jesus christ almighty.
anyways..hmm, what else did i forget to mention..
-oh, i'm probably not going in to work tomorrow. i have a feeling that tomorrow i'm going to wake up crappier looking/feeling than i am now.
-i'm most likely quitting dots in the next week or so. the bakehouse place wants me, but i don't want them. haha, i even went to that interview two days ago. i don't really want to work with
food though. but guess who wants me?!..the disney store. that's like, my dream job, but anyways, they want me. i have an interview in the next couple of days. see, i got in because my aunt debbie
worked there for a few years..heh, i got me some connections.
-me and eric are 'fine again'. actually, i don't think anything's wrong with our relationship-i think that it is just me, in my moods. my moods affect our relationship.
-starting tomorrow, i am not eating. i weighed myself with nikki today up the mall, and i weigh
like, forty-some more pounds than her, that skinny little biznatch haha. out of the eight i lost since school ended, so far, i've gained four back. goDDamnit.
-hmm..oh yes, my vacation. the fifth of august, sixth, seventh, eighth. i'm only going to be gone for like, four days. i'm going to wildwood, nj, and eric's supposed to go with us-well; with his
mother, and to stay at the hotel next door. but, i don't know if that's going to work out. who knows.
-oh. what pissed me off today? the bitchiest customer ever. i don't know. i forget the whole story. she just really pissed me off, damn soccer mom.
anyways, today was actually one of the best days i've had in awhile, but (distant) happiness can't escape the worst (and normal) part of me..my moods, of course, have kicked in. along with my sickness. i think i'm going to get checked out again. for the diabetes. eek.
oh well. i am departing. tomorrow i'm supposed to work four-thirty to nine-thirty, but again, don't know if that's happening. anybody up to hanging out? if so, let me know. all righty then, i am
officially out.
today..dun dun dun..me and nikki hung out! yes, i swear, it is true. the tabloids are right. nikki and i did indeed hang out.
we met at the mall with eric, then he left and we walked around for like, two hours. we got hit on by soo many guys for some reason, ayy, girl? lol. we're kissing lesbians. lmao. but anyways, then
this guy came up to me and asked me to go to some show, then he said he'd take us there, somewhere in dallas. he's like, 'do you like punk/ska?' i'm like, ehh..definitely not ska..punk-not really..'..but he kept bugging us to go. to make a long story short, we saw him everywhere we go, found out his name was vince and he was eighteen, and we ended up hanging out the rest of the time we were there. he even went to meet my mom and tell her a dirty joke, haha. he's a cool kid.
btw, my mother lovvved nikki.
haha, nikki, we're bad. ha, just keedin'. i don't know why i just said that, but whatever. but yes, we left around six and were going to go to the movies, but one didn't start for another half hour, and i was feeling nauseous. (nautious?) sp?. but i was realllllllly nauseated. it was bad. it was like, i was dying. or so i thought. on the way back to nikki's house, i ended up barfing in my
bon-ton bag. ew. it was liquidy-not chunky; but liquidy, haha. so that was that.
eric's friend kyle and chris' band were playing tonite at the twp. carnival, but by the time he got out of work and stuff, well-by the time he got here-it was nine o'clock. we were going to hit up
the twp. carnival, but by that time it was too goddamn late, and i was furious. nikki called on the way to her house and said that it was too late for her to go, either, also. i was like, ''least let's go
for ice cream!'..but she couldn't, and i called danny and he was stuffing his face with wings at the twp. carnival. that blew. so, me and eric ended up stopping at a carwash, cleaning out the car, and
i sat there staring at our prom pictures, which FINALLY, did come in. i'll post 'em in here as soon as i get 'em..i forgot to ask him for them. oh well. i didn't look that great anyways.
we went to dairy queen and sat in the price chopper parking lot and just talked for awhile; me then starting to whine over something else new..went back to my house and i made him change his clash shirt so that i could have it to smell during the night..to remind me of him..i swear, he keeps all of his clothes over here, haha..we do his laundry.
i'm going to miss him tomorrow; he's going to the rolling rock town fair..to see, who? may i ask? one of my favorites (and not to mention like, one of the few really mainstream); staind. wahhh. i
want to go. also, who'll be there..hoobastank-i met them before; velvet revolver, disturbed, finch..and a whole slew of other people that i'm too tired to think about at the moment. +, i'm too
sick. i think i'm getting this stomach flu/virus that my little cousin had on her birthday a few days ago. that's why i barfed. that's why i keep sweating. that's why i'm actually in a freakin' cold sweat right now. jesus christ almighty.
anyways..hmm, what else did i forget to mention..
-oh, i'm probably not going in to work tomorrow. i have a feeling that tomorrow i'm going to wake up crappier looking/feeling than i am now.
-i'm most likely quitting dots in the next week or so. the bakehouse place wants me, but i don't want them. haha, i even went to that interview two days ago. i don't really want to work with
food though. but guess who wants me?!..the disney store. that's like, my dream job, but anyways, they want me. i have an interview in the next couple of days. see, i got in because my aunt debbie
worked there for a few years..heh, i got me some connections.
-me and eric are 'fine again'. actually, i don't think anything's wrong with our relationship-i think that it is just me, in my moods. my moods affect our relationship.
-starting tomorrow, i am not eating. i weighed myself with nikki today up the mall, and i weigh
like, forty-some more pounds than her, that skinny little biznatch haha. out of the eight i lost since school ended, so far, i've gained four back. goDDamnit.
-hmm..oh yes, my vacation. the fifth of august, sixth, seventh, eighth. i'm only going to be gone for like, four days. i'm going to wildwood, nj, and eric's supposed to go with us-well; with his
mother, and to stay at the hotel next door. but, i don't know if that's going to work out. who knows.
-oh. what pissed me off today? the bitchiest customer ever. i don't know. i forget the whole story. she just really pissed me off, damn soccer mom.
anyways, today was actually one of the best days i've had in awhile, but (distant) happiness can't escape the worst (and normal) part of me..my moods, of course, have kicked in. along with my sickness. i think i'm going to get checked out again. for the diabetes. eek.
oh well. i am departing. tomorrow i'm supposed to work four-thirty to nine-thirty, but again, don't know if that's happening. anybody up to hanging out? if so, let me know. all righty then, i am
officially out.