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i didn't sleep at all
woke up at 8 to be in class by 9.
got dressed.
forced down some food so i could take my medicine.
took all my medicine.
put on my coat.
hopped on my bike.
almost fell off bike.
realized it was way too cold for just my coat.
felt like hell.
and now i'm here.
skipping class because it's way too cold for pneumonia to be outside.
i feel like i'm making excuses and i feel like i'm failing my classes.
i know i'm doing fine but i really want to do well this semester.
my excuses are very legit but still...
boohoo
this weekend is hopefully going to consist of only drawing and sleeping and maybe (hopefully) some laundry.
sorry for getting everyone sick.
It's been a good while since I posted anything legitamate in here but that's what everyone has to say. I think we're all falling into a pattern of good weekend - bad weekend - good weekend - bad weekend and so on. It's pretty ok because the good weekends are always over the top and the bad weekends just involve plenty of rest. I've picked up a new habit of entertaining myself with terrible tv and distant friends' sad stories. This may be a good thing, but i doubt it. I wish I had something more important to say but everything is really dull right now and really I'm just killing time before I go back to sleep for the rest of the day. It's almost my 21st and I have this stabbing gut-feeling that I'll more than likely spend it alone or that it won't even be anything worth celebrating. I hear so many great 21st birthday stories and really I just wish I could do something overly extravagant. Like a huge obnoxious rap music only party in some swanky ball room. I guess I would have to put that together myself though. Too lazy. It's on a monday this year. I'll be 21 at midnight on a sunday night which is only asking for trouble/being alone on my birthday. Mom already said she's got a doctor's appointment the 4th so I probably won't get to see my family either. Boo hoo I'll continue to whine. I wish all my close friends didn't live in birmingham so that I could atleast expect to see some of them. I really shouldn't be complaining right now. I have everything I really need or want right now.
Some company this weekend might be nice but I know everyone was just here. I may come to Birmingham this weekend if I can afford it (financially and health-wise). We'll see.