im still alive!
not that anyone reads this jazz...
a fact im rather happy about in all honesty, if i could keep up with a really diary i would do that but well... (looks at surroundings) that will never happen!
so i guess ill catch all my imaginary friends up on my life...
-carolyn is in town, we are joined at the hip again and its awesome (she called right as i wrote that...freaky!)
-im out of school for summer yayness! made three B's and an A not bad but not what i would like to have oh well
-i got a new phone that actually works
-cut all my hair off :(
-got a new job working for justin at the theater its more like hanging out with justin then working tho
-things are great with jamie :) 1 year in aug.
i just thought of something i actaully wanna write about...
the other night i had the most disturbing dream, i was on the roof of the theater with chad spun and we started noticing all this red smoke and fire and stuff and somehow i got away and went to Cars house.
when i walked in a was freaking out and i asked her what was going on and she very calmy said oh dont worry its just the apocolips. so im scared as terd water and im like what the heck! are you upset! and she says no we are going to heaven dont worry. So i try to call jamie, over and over again and i cant get him. this for some reason was deeply disturbing to me. and i think its a guilt thing because i havnt been as good of a christian as i should be, i really hope i can get back to where i need to be, im glad carolyn is back because i know i can talk to her about that sort of thing, nobody else really understands.
a fact im rather happy about in all honesty, if i could keep up with a really diary i would do that but well... (looks at surroundings) that will never happen!
so i guess ill catch all my imaginary friends up on my life...
-carolyn is in town, we are joined at the hip again and its awesome (she called right as i wrote that...freaky!)
-im out of school for summer yayness! made three B's and an A not bad but not what i would like to have oh well
-i got a new phone that actually works
-cut all my hair off :(
-got a new job working for justin at the theater its more like hanging out with justin then working tho
-things are great with jamie :) 1 year in aug.
i just thought of something i actaully wanna write about...
the other night i had the most disturbing dream, i was on the roof of the theater with chad spun and we started noticing all this red smoke and fire and stuff and somehow i got away and went to Cars house.
when i walked in a was freaking out and i asked her what was going on and she very calmy said oh dont worry its just the apocolips. so im scared as terd water and im like what the heck! are you upset! and she says no we are going to heaven dont worry. So i try to call jamie, over and over again and i cant get him. this for some reason was deeply disturbing to me. and i think its a guilt thing because i havnt been as good of a christian as i should be, i really hope i can get back to where i need to be, im glad carolyn is back because i know i can talk to her about that sort of thing, nobody else really understands.