i think its been a long long time...
Ok, well i use to have one of these way back in the day but i slacked off and only wrote somewere in the neighborhood of 4 entries. Im going to do better with this one. I keep a journal in real life but i figure this will be more fun, plus its really popular and im a sucker for a fad. So for the benifit of anyone who might actually know me that stumbles upon this i will discribe my summer thus far.
AS the summer began there were many changes brewing. Gordon graduated highschool(crazyness)and was no long dating kyle...and had already started dating ben, sarah was pregnant(still is),things were wierd with me and doug and it seemed like i wasnt hanging out with any of my old friends.
Yeah, the old gang that ive been hanging out with for most of my life kinda stopped hanging out and that makes me sad. I miss them. Well i miss who they use to be anyway. some of the most fun experiences i ever had were with mike and chad. Two of the funniest people ever! But i guess things just change and you cant stop it. I dont talk to edison much either anymore, we use to have lots of fun also. My edmonson! awww rae-rae started that. yeah we kinda stopped hanging out after that week my floks were out of town and everyone was at my house everyday...i dunno im not gonna delve into that one. but i did get to see him the other night, he came to the warehouse just to see me! yey! that made me happy. He might be moving to cali in feb so we need to get together way more often.
I miss everyone from school too. I loved highschool, yeah i actually said that. I dont get why its so hated. I had lost of friends and lots of fun stuff to do all the time and most of my teachers were awsome.
ME and doug...dun dun dun. WE are still the best of friends when he isnt making me feel guilty. Our situation is so odd. we didnt break up because of fighting or anything like that, i dunno i just got so tired of being someones girlfriend, of missing all the fun stuff because i was trying to be a good girlfriend..wich i was! very good. It still hurts tho, im so scared he will end up hating me i cant stand it. Yeah that kinda of pain is the worst, like something is missing and if i dont think about it im ok but when something triggers a memory i get really sad.
boys are so dumb! This guy liked me he shall remain nameless. but lets just say he is of of the hottest guys...ever. Like perfect moviestar hot!guys that hot are trouble. To much drama and jelouse girls surrounding them...i hate that stuff. I have many enemies now for no reason. that is gay.
Other jelouse girls. One of my good friends girlfriend is convinced im after her man. god what kinda of crap is that. This is why all my friends are guys.
Nothing else seemed important. Yeah, my cousin jen was killed in an accident. I was devistated. Nobody but my mom really knew how much. We grew up together, she tought me to play basketball she was so awsome at it. She had two babies. poor babies. its hard not to cry thinking about it. Ive never lost anyone that i cared so much about before. I hadnt seem her ina year i still have alot of guilt because of that. she always asked me to come to holiday and see her new house. She was so proud of that house. I saw it, after the funeral. It was beautiful just like she said. Lots of room for jenna and jay to play too bad they dont live there anymore. I hated seening her that way. her head was cut off in the accident, its horrible and makes me sick to think about how she looked. I never use to wear my seatbelt, i make myself now. The girl riding with jen was wearing hers and broke her leg, jen wasnt had went through the window, yeah im always gonna wear mine and try to get everyone i care about to do the same. Poor jennifer. that song jsut a few questions i have always makes me sad now. the part were it ways "it seems unfair to me some get the chance to case their dreams, and some dont" and its talking about his cousin who was killed in a crash, yeah it messes me up. so sad, so very sad.
happier stuff! new friends! Well for most of the summer we hung out with matt, ben and co. lots and lots of fun! I love doin stuff out doors with them. Frog shootin haha fishin in the dark ect. we had loads of fun! a few months ago we started hangin out with justin who i had met before but didnt really know. AWW i love justin! He is super nice to me and gordy and very dependable great friend in all. We started hangin out with him because of Mac who we started hangin out with cuz of clark blah! and then justin intoduced us to jamie who is also very awsome and fun to be around. wow more boys...always seems to happen that way...
Well that brings me to today a day that i am sitting doing nothing. this was a very long entrie that probably nobody will read, but it was fun to write :) so that is basicly my summer.
*brittney*
AS the summer began there were many changes brewing. Gordon graduated highschool(crazyness)and was no long dating kyle...and had already started dating ben, sarah was pregnant(still is),things were wierd with me and doug and it seemed like i wasnt hanging out with any of my old friends.
Yeah, the old gang that ive been hanging out with for most of my life kinda stopped hanging out and that makes me sad. I miss them. Well i miss who they use to be anyway. some of the most fun experiences i ever had were with mike and chad. Two of the funniest people ever! But i guess things just change and you cant stop it. I dont talk to edison much either anymore, we use to have lots of fun also. My edmonson! awww rae-rae started that. yeah we kinda stopped hanging out after that week my floks were out of town and everyone was at my house everyday...i dunno im not gonna delve into that one. but i did get to see him the other night, he came to the warehouse just to see me! yey! that made me happy. He might be moving to cali in feb so we need to get together way more often.
I miss everyone from school too. I loved highschool, yeah i actually said that. I dont get why its so hated. I had lost of friends and lots of fun stuff to do all the time and most of my teachers were awsome.
ME and doug...dun dun dun. WE are still the best of friends when he isnt making me feel guilty. Our situation is so odd. we didnt break up because of fighting or anything like that, i dunno i just got so tired of being someones girlfriend, of missing all the fun stuff because i was trying to be a good girlfriend..wich i was! very good. It still hurts tho, im so scared he will end up hating me i cant stand it. Yeah that kinda of pain is the worst, like something is missing and if i dont think about it im ok but when something triggers a memory i get really sad.
boys are so dumb! This guy liked me he shall remain nameless. but lets just say he is of of the hottest guys...ever. Like perfect moviestar hot!guys that hot are trouble. To much drama and jelouse girls surrounding them...i hate that stuff. I have many enemies now for no reason. that is gay.
Other jelouse girls. One of my good friends girlfriend is convinced im after her man. god what kinda of crap is that. This is why all my friends are guys.
Nothing else seemed important. Yeah, my cousin jen was killed in an accident. I was devistated. Nobody but my mom really knew how much. We grew up together, she tought me to play basketball she was so awsome at it. She had two babies. poor babies. its hard not to cry thinking about it. Ive never lost anyone that i cared so much about before. I hadnt seem her ina year i still have alot of guilt because of that. she always asked me to come to holiday and see her new house. She was so proud of that house. I saw it, after the funeral. It was beautiful just like she said. Lots of room for jenna and jay to play too bad they dont live there anymore. I hated seening her that way. her head was cut off in the accident, its horrible and makes me sick to think about how she looked. I never use to wear my seatbelt, i make myself now. The girl riding with jen was wearing hers and broke her leg, jen wasnt had went through the window, yeah im always gonna wear mine and try to get everyone i care about to do the same. Poor jennifer. that song jsut a few questions i have always makes me sad now. the part were it ways "it seems unfair to me some get the chance to case their dreams, and some dont" and its talking about his cousin who was killed in a crash, yeah it messes me up. so sad, so very sad.
happier stuff! new friends! Well for most of the summer we hung out with matt, ben and co. lots and lots of fun! I love doin stuff out doors with them. Frog shootin haha fishin in the dark ect. we had loads of fun! a few months ago we started hangin out with justin who i had met before but didnt really know. AWW i love justin! He is super nice to me and gordy and very dependable great friend in all. We started hangin out with him because of Mac who we started hangin out with cuz of clark blah! and then justin intoduced us to jamie who is also very awsome and fun to be around. wow more boys...always seems to happen that way...
Well that brings me to today a day that i am sitting doing nothing. this was a very long entrie that probably nobody will read, but it was fun to write :) so that is basicly my summer.
*brittney*