^^
Well isn't eveyrthing just dandy? My school is making me suicidal/ homicidal, my brother is a smarmy cockarse, my sisters aren't here, and even if they were, they'd make no attempt to make me feel better, my mum's being a complete facist bitch, and my dad's missing my birthday. Which I have to share with James. Speaking of which, I came into the the study (room with computer in it) and james was on. He says 'you can go now.' And I realised he was talking to quite a few people I consider to My friends. Yes, I'm being possesive as. But it really did feel like I could just 'go now' and nobody would care. They'd all have him. He's smarter, funnier, not a faliure, not crazy, and in general just better. So I could fuck off, and it owuldn't make a single difference.
Yay.
Yay.