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im friendless again...well except for gregg...i miss him. i really do. i want sam back...right now i don't want anything to do with anything. i just want to sit at home and mope and cry...i want a friend to talk to. i want to be able to see a girl and hang out with them. ive been begging god to help me but i feel no comfort i need prayer and i need to pray with someone...but i can't. i don't have anyone anymore. i need help. dear god, please help me. please. im struggling so hard right now. i need help. i love him but i don't know what to do. i need help.