Dec 19, 2004 17:32
*smirks* my grandma got high this weekend...
erik has only been gone for like...a day and i am already on the verge of tears. i'm waiting for his call right now. i haven't slept in like, 34 hours (minus...2 hours of uncomfertable er couches...fuck *cracks neck*) and i will not go to sleep until he calls me. so there! i've decided that i am fat. hideously fat. i'm going to drop like...30 pounds. i now that i have said this whole "diet" thing before...but this time, i'm serious. i want erik to have something to look forward too and to show off...
...not this.
*sighs* sometimes i wonder what keeps him coming back...
xoxo