diseased heart

[i_hate_not_you]

hello world. how is that stick up your ass doing? good i presume. i had a wonderful weekend. i got to spend time with erik. *jumps up and down* whoop! erik got these kickass red pants, bondageness...so pretty. they make his butt look big tho...heh. then we went to mc donalds and the black lady behind the counter got the order wrong and charged us like 5 dollars more then it should have been...and we only had like...elevan dollars...so we had to stand there as she tried to fix the damn thing. by the time i got my happy meal...it was cold! what a day. we jumped on the tramp o leeeene and made out ALOT. it was grand. it suck tho...i won't get to see him for like...2 and a half weeks. and it sucks! i already miss him. but ooh! he's getting this really really cool drums for christmas (some rockstarish...uhm...*shrugs*) and...well, i can't play...but i can watch pretty well. i wish i could play something...i just don't have any god damn ambition. i'm so bored/tired. i really need to finish my art stuff...but...

*whines*

I DON'T WANNA!

god damn...

i'm such a....

*whispers* b word.

xoxo