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[i_hate_my_ljx]

ok for the past few nights
ive been sleeping
but waking up with nosebleeds.
now-
my nose never bleeds ever
but
these are pretty bad.
the one tonight was the worst.
i dont want to tell my mom ..
and honestly,
im not scared of what it could be.
which is a bad sign.
so i guess if i die anytime soon,
thats why.
gosh could my life get any better over here ?